Could I betray my absent heart to save my pathetic life?

I’ve chosen my life — now I want to start living it.

How was I ever going to fight the blurring lines in our relationship when I enjoyed being with him so much?

So, did you stab Edward Cullen with a pencil or what? I've never seen him act like that.

It's real interesting to have a soul as a friend, and it makes me feel super special that I've managed it.

And yet, I found I could survive. I was alert, I felt the pain - the aching loss that radiated out from my chest, sending wracking waves of hurt through my limbs and head - but it was manageable. I could live through it. I didn't feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.

Sell stupid somewhere else--there's nothing better than that face!