Do you think Iโll ever get better at this? That my heart might someday stop trying to jump out of my chest whenever you touch me?
Stephenie MeyerIโm exactly right for you, Bella. It would have been effortless for us โ comfortable, easy as breathing. I was the natural path your life would have takenโฆ If the world was the way it was supposed to be, if there were no monsters and no magic
Stephenie MeyerMaking decisions was the painful part for me, the part I agonized over. But once the decision was made, I simply followed throughโusually with relief that the choice was made. Sometimes the relief was tainted by despair, like my decision to come to Forks. But it was still better than wrestling with the alternatives.
Stephenie Meyer