There s a difference between being in love and being in love with the idea of love.

"You’re exactly like Charlie." She'd sighed, resigned. "Once you make up your mind, there is no reasoning with you. Of course, exactly like Charlie, you stick by your decisions, too."

But the absence of him is everywhere I look. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.

"You've experienced the way I can manipulate the emotions around myself, Bella, but I wonder if you realize how the feelings in a room affect me. I live every day in a climate of emotion. For the first century of my life, I lived in a world of bloodthirsty vengeance. Hate was my constant companion." - Jasper Hale

Thats the beautiful thing about being human: Things change.

Could a dead, frozen heart beat again? It felt like mine was about to.

I had a secret that I was bound to protect but a secret that i was not to share. A secert that suddenly he knew all about.