but then you realize that this โwhole packageโ everyoneโs looking for is unattainable. No one can be everything you want them to be.
Susane ColasantiI want to be the kind of person who can do that. Move on and forgive people and be healthy and happy. It seems like an easy thing to do in my head. But it's not so easy when you try it in real life.
Susane ColasantiMaybe there is no one perfect person and anyone you end up with will eventually make you think thereโs someone better out there.
Susane ColasantiI can't take it anymore. The waiting. The wanting. Something inside me snaps. I hate myself. I hate that I have to deal with this. I hate my life. And I hate how I can't count on anyone to be completely there when I need them, exactly the way I need them to be.
Susane ColasantiOne of the most amazing things that can happen is finding someone who sees everything you are and won't let you be anything less. They see the potential of you. They see endless possibilities. And through their eyes, you start to see yourself the same way. As someone who matters. As someone who can make a difference in this world. If you're lucky enough to find this person, never let them go.
Susane Colasanti