I have no interest in maintaining a relationship with someone who didnโt love me enough to stick around.
I'm not sure if our friendship is strong enough to survive into next year when weโre away at college. But. We know each other in a way that no one else can. We share a history that makes us permanently connected. So I have to hope for us. All I can do is hope.
I want revenge, but I don't want to screw up my karma.
Because my life isn't going to wait around while I figure out how to make it work.
Itโs unbelievable how you can affect someone else so deeply and never know.
Waiting for my real life to start is no excuse to waste the life I have right now.