Things fall apart, even when you think they're stronger than anything you could ever imagine.

The only person I can count on is myself. It's up to me to create the life I want. I can't blame my parents or Scott or anyone else for the way things are.

Still hiding and afraid to let go. Waiting for you to find me uncover me and show me the way.

Now that I know where this life is going, it's time to decide how I'll get there.

Do you believe in fate?" "I guess, but . . . its more about creatng the life you want so you can make that fate a reality. You know?

I want to be the kind of person who can do that. Move on and forgive people and be healthy and happy. It seems like an easy thing to do in my head. But it's not so easy when you try it in real life.

All I can do is hope.