It was my misfortune-or salvation-to be at all times perfectly conscious of my misperceptions of reality.
Susanna KaysenWas everybody seeing this stuff and acting as though they weren't? Was insanity just a matter of dropping the act?
Susanna KaysenI think many people kill themselves simply to stop the debate about whether they will or they won't.
Susanna KaysenViscosity and velocity are opposites, yet they can look the same. Viscosity causes the stillness of disinclination, velocity causes the stillness of fascination. An observer can't tell if a person is silent and still because inner life has stalled or because inner life is transfixingly busy.
Susanna Kaysen