I feel like I'm going crazy: seeing you every day but never being able to - to hold you, to touch you when anyone else is around. i just want to take your hand, kiss you, hug you, without having to hide all the time. All those things every other couple takes for granted!

You cannot undo the past; you can only learn to live with it, find some way of making peace with it, and move on.

He is my soul mate, my fresh air, the reason I look forward to getting up every morning.

...and my loneliness, always my loneliness - that airless bubble of despair that is slowing stifling me.

She can't just be a face, a body; there has to be more than that, some kind of connection. And I can't connect, don't want to connect, with anyone.

And this is something I must accept - even if, like acid on metal, it is slowly corroding me inside.

Do I realy regret that night? That one moment of joy beyond compare – some people never experience it in a lifetime. But the downside to that taste of pure happiness is that,like a drug, a glimmer of paradise, it leaves you craving more.