Erin and I spent four hours shopping for dresses and shoes Tuesday night. She was going all out in her intention to make Chaz regret any decision he'd made that didn't include worshipping at her feet.

Ooh, J, he's got ink too." "Just when i didn't think he could get any hotter.

I’d always disparaged the games people played in pursuit of love - or the next hook up. The whole thing was a competition to see who could get how far, and I could never figure out if there was more luck or skill involved, or some unknowable combination of the two. People rarely said what they thought, or revealed how they felt. No one was honest.

I try to be rational and suppress the hope that this is for real, but hope has a way of closing its eyes to reason and it just keeps growing.

I'm gonna make that asshole gnaw his own hand off that night, dammit.

there's not a boy on the planet worth this amount of angst. I know; i used to be one

And I’m okay, I really am, most of the time. But sometimes, I’m just not.