I think all of us feel like we're a bit on show, all the time.

I've overcome neglect and deprivation, abandonment and abuse.

Things get so sloppy when you're under the influence.

I remained Ryan's companion on the Hollywood party circuit, growing inured to sex and drugs before I was in my teens.

I think all of us feel like we're a bit on show, all the time.

I've purged myself of bitterness and anger and remained open to love.

I've overcome physical and mental brutality - and fought back.