I think all of us feel like we're a bit on show, all the time.

I was punished for blowing the whistle on my father's lifestyle.

When someone was hitting me, or like sexually molesting me, it just seemed normal to continue to do that to myself.

Ryan finally came to my rescue. He'd thought working together in Paper Moon would help us bond.

My children forgave me at a time when I could barely forgive myself.

Griffin, my brother, 11 months younger, was sometimes the victim of my father's fury - once Ryan famously knocked out his teeth.

Certain struggles never end.