If you just follow your inner calling, then you just go ahead.
I think we females have a lot of work to do for each other.
Buddhism helps us to overcome our endless ego grasping mind to open up to something so much more spacious and genuinely meaningful.
The thing to do in this lifetime is to create more merit.
When I look back I feel very grateful.
Joining the Sangha and renouncing worldly life is necessary in order to devote your whole life and all your energies toward the Dharma.