The problem is that our inherent ignorance keeps us in samsara and unable to benefit ourselves and others on a really deep level.
The Buddha always emphased the important of good friends.
Of course, now as a woman you can do so much, without being necessarily a rinpoche.
There is a tremendous rise now in feminine awareness and wishing for equality, equal opportunities.
When I look back I feel very grateful.
You have to recharge your batteries.