I always liked to make something creative.
I feel qualified and competent to try anything that's thrown my way because I don't have to be a success. I can just try.
It's very difficult to make a living in music these days. All it takes is somebody paying.
Being a professional does not have a very high standard.
I don't think I can play the game and sell myself.
There are things I've kept over the years and then someday I might pull up a program of some tune that I've done and I go "Wow, I know what to do with this now".