Different people work different ways.
No one can help you write. No one can teach you how to write.
I used to be, when I was young, I used to be extremely regular and very organized.
I like emotions, but I really don't like sentimentality, and I don't like when things break their spell.
I've never taken a job on anything I didn't want to do.
But what I didn't recognize when I was much younger was this sort of...when you're on, when you're really on, go at it.