You don't have to justify anything. Being pissed off is absolutely ok.
Some of the most wonderful people are the ones who don't fit into boxes.
Give me life, give me pain, give me myself again.
In real life I'm bone dry and when I play I'm a mango and in sex I'm starving to be a dripping mango
The romantic myth of the artist says that you are the Source. I have no illusion about that. Native Americans don't believe they are the Source. They have access to the Source. Endless access. But don't get confused.
When I am able to be present, listening - really listening - to a viewpoint described through someone else's lens, I am here in the now and alive.