I didn't think I was fat. I just thought I didn't need to gain any weight. But I would drop weight and then I would be comfortable with that number. Then I would lose more weight and that would become my new number.

I had years of therapy to recover from this. A lot of it had to with being a people pleaser, being the ultimate good girl. I wanted everyone to like me. I didn't really have a voice. I was afraid of growing up.

I have faith in the justice system, and what will happen will happen. I'm just trying to do the right thing.

All I need to do to stay healthy is look at my three boys.

You don't have the judgment after you've had the drink. If something truly catastrophic had happened that evening, I don't know how I could have lived with myself. I feel like I've gotten a second chance.

I unwittingly became sort of this anorexia spokeswoman.

Any actor will tell you, anybody in the public eye, that the tabloids are the worst kind of ramification of being a celebrity.