You know what's more difficult to do organically? Laughing. It's actually one of the hardest things to do on camera.

Someone once told me that religion is like a knife: You can stab someone with it, or you can slice bread with it.

Your soul either feels lifted by something that you read, or it feels squashed by it.

It's such a measure of your solidarity with Ed, that when you would give lectures, he would be wearing a tartan tie that matched. And I demanded that outfit, I thought it was so punk - her long skirt, she looked like a Scottish queen, so regal.

I'm thinking about anything and everything. I'm making stuff up in my head, I'm using sense memory. Sometimes when it doesn't come and you've got no choice because you're getting paid to do it, you grasp at straws. It's always easy now with my kids. I just create some "what-ifs" in my head, something horrible that would devastate me as a mother.

It's a delicate thing for me, with how involved I am in social media and being a part of people's lives in a way that they want me to.

I spent a lot of time reading blogs by mothers who had children with varying degrees of neural dysfunction, from schizophrenia to all sorts of different issues. And honestly, I don't think it's different for anybody. There's no right way to make sure your child will be emotionally and mentally healthier. It's just frustrating.