You're the one who has to live with your choice, everyone else will get over it, move on, no matter what you decide. But you never will

I ignore my fear,” he says. “When I make decisions, I pretend it doesn’t exist.” I stare at him for a second. I can’t help it. To me there’s a difference between not being afraid and acting in spite of fear, as he does.

THE SERUM WEARS off five hours later, when the sun is just beginning to set. Tobias shut me in my room for the rest of the day, checking on me every hour. This time when he comes in, I am sitting on the bed, glaring at the wall. “Thank God,” he says, pressing his forehead to the door. “I was beginning to think it would never wear off and I would have to leave you here to … smell flowers, or whatever you wanted to do while you were on that stuff.

I hear footsteps and Four's hands wrap around my wrists. I let him pry my hands from my eyes. He encloses one of my hands perfectly between two of his. The warmth of his skin overwhelms the ache in my fingers from holding the bars. "You all right?" he asks, pressing our hands together. "Yeah." He starts to laugh.

It's then that I realize: Of course Tris would go into the Weapons Lab instead of Caleb. Of course she would.

I love 'Harry Potter.' I'm a huge nerd - I would dress up if I could.

Suicide to them is an act of selfishness. Someone who is truly selfless does not think of himself often enough to desire death.