When you're scared - and I mean really scared, not just hearing a noise in the night, or standing toe to toe with someone twice your size who wants to pound you into the earth - it feels as if you're being injected with darkness. It's like black water as cold as ice settling in your body where your blood and marrow used to be, pushing every other feeling out as it fills you from your feet to your scalp. It leaves you with nothing.
Alexander Gordon SmithThe human mind is a powerful thing in many ways, but in others it's endlessly fragileโit takes only a single moment of pure terror to tear a hole in it, like a finger through a cobweb, leaving you forever just a shadow, a half-person.
Alexander Gordon SmithBetter to be a spirit with the earth beneath you than a corpse pinned tight by the weight of the world.
Alexander Gordon SmithTrust me-that toilet and me were best friends for the first few days I was here.
Alexander Gordon Smith