I was always depressed growing up. There wasnt a reason for it, I just was. I was sad and morose. I cried a lot, I wrote a lot, and I read a lot; and that was how I dealt with it.
Amanda HockingI've taken every writing class I've had available. I took classes in high school, and I took English and writing classes in community college, but I dropped out of college. I also attended a local writing workshop two years ago.
Amanda HockingYou're not very good at being contemplative," Milo said. "You always sound like some bad caricature of a philosopher, like those fortune cookies with 'Confucius say' or the Nietzsche guy from Mystery Men that's always saying 'when you walk on the ground, the ground walks on you.
Amanda HockingDuring our session, I told Tove about how I'd done mind-speak on Duncan, but it only worked when I was irritated. Using that logic,Tove spent most of the morning trying to irritate me into using it. Sometimes it worked, but most of the time I just got pointlessly annoyed.
Amanda HockingOh yeah. That's why. Like a fairy tale. I was marrying the Prince. I just happened to be in love with the pauper.
Amanda HockingYeah, you're probably right," I admitted and slowly pulled myself out from underneath the covers. "You know, I really wish you'd catch onto the fact that I'm always right.
Amanda HockingYou expect me to believe that you're being held against your will?" I raised a skeptical eyebrow. "You're roaming around the castle freely." "As are you." He turned away from me then. "Not all prisons have bars. You should know that better than anyone, Princess.
Amanda HockingI know youโll be a good Queen, a strong, noble leader, and thatโs more than these people deserve,โ she said. โBut donโt give too much. You need to keep some of yourself for you. And listen to your heart.
Amanda HockingSometimes the best course in the search for the meaning of life is to busy yourself until you forget that you don't know the meaning of life
Amanda HockingIโm not a bloody cockroach. Whatโs all this about? What are you trying to find out?
Amanda HockingI have a screened in porch, and it's nice to curl up with a book outside when it's raining, especially an old battered classic like 'Pride & Prejudice & Zombies.
Amanda HockingI'm not all you need, and I don't even want to be. I just want to love you, for the rest of my life, and as long as you let me do that, we'll be okay.
Amanda HockingIn that moment, Lux felt complete for the first time. He hadnโt even realized anything was missing until he met her, but now, with her curled up in his arms, her hair tickling against his chin, he couldnโt imagine existing without her - Virtue - A Fairy Tale
Amanda HockingPrincess." He smiled up at me, but it was weak. "If i'd known that this is what it would take to get you to hold me, I would've collapsed a long time ago.
Amanda HockingHe stepped into my room with one graceful move, as if entering through bedroom windows was nothing out of the ordinary.
Amanda HockingI want to be a writer. I do not want to spend 40 hours a week handling e-mails, formatting covers, finding editors, etc.
Amanda HockingI need to call Matt and let him know I'm okay," I said. Finn held the passenger door open while I got inside. As soon as he got in the driver's seat, I turned to him. "Well? Can I call him?" "You really want to?" Finn asked as he started the car. "Yes, of course I do! Why is that so suprising?
Amanda HockingIt feels so weird to be able to just kind of buy things when I want them or need them.
Amanda HockingWell,I hope you like the ring." He held it out to me, he velvet lid still closed. "My mom hates it." "I'm sure I'll love it,then," I said, and he laughed.
Amanda HockingFor me to be a billion-dollar author, I need to have people buying my books at Wal-Mart.
Amanda HockingYeah, but they're PURPLE pants," Bobby said as if that made some kind of distinction. "Hence, I'm awesome.
Amanda HockingThis is so weird. They're your brother and aunt." "No, I understand. They're your family too." Rhys said. "They loved you and raised you. That's what family is, right?
Amanda HockingYou can't let doubt or fear or guilt eat away at you. You are good and you need to remember that above all else. Love is stronger than hatred, and you are made of love.
Amanda HockingJust because we don't understand why they'd cover up something doesn't mean they aren't," Bobby said, and we both turned to look at him. "Now you just sound paranoid," I said. "Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they're not after you," Bobby said with an expression so serious that I couldn't help but laugh.
Amanda HockingI was always writing. When I was a little kid, before I learned how to write, I would tell stories. But as soon I as capable, I started writing. I filled notebooks and notebooks until I got my first computer when I was 11. It never really occurred to me that I would do anything else.
Amanda HockingForever is a really long time, you know? What do you do with forever?" "The same thing you do when you don't have forever." He smiled wanly. "Live.
Amanda HockingIt smelled pretty rank, but I was getting used to the smell of death, as much as anyone could get used to it.
Amanda HockingI donโt know. After the downstairs, I assumed something creepier and dirtier.โ I shrugged. โYou didnโt have electricity down there.โ โItโs for dramatic effect.โ Loki gestured widely. โItโs a dungeon.
Amanda HockingDonโt.โ I walked up to him. โIf it ever comes down to a situation between me and you, save yourself. Iโm not worth dying for.โ โPrincess, I-โ โNone of us are,โ I said, looking at him seriously. โNot the Queen or any of the Markis or Marksinna. Thatโs a direct order from the Princess, and you have to follow it. Save yourself.โ โI donโt understand.โ Duncanโs whole face scrunched in confusion. โButโฆ if itโs as you wish, Princess.โ โIt is. Thank you,โ I smiled at him and walked into the palace.
Amanda HockingI've always kind of wrote when I wanted to. Once I get the idea in my head and get it outlined out, I usually just sit and write until it's done.
Amanda HockingI get that we can't be together. And it's not like I'm so weak-willed that the simple act of saying hello to me will cause me to jump your bones in the hall.
Amanda HockingEverythingโs not exactly the way it seems โ I said. โIt seemed like you had your tongue down his throat โ Finn glared at us both. โWell then everything is exactly as it seems โ Loki said glibly.
Amanda HockingYou really do hate me, don't you? I mean, destroying someone's ice-cream cone? That's vicious." Her cheeks reddened. "I didn't see you there. Honestly." She wiped at his shirt more frantically, as if she could prevent it from staining if she rubbed hard enough. "Oh, now I see your plan, and it's far more devious than I thought." Daniel smirked. "You were looking for an excuse to grope me.
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