it was while helping others to be free that I gained my own freedom.

Self-destructive patterns cause as much suffering as outer catastrophes.

I did not feel drawn to huxley. He was beautiful physically but again without vibrations or sensory antennae... and I had a painful impression of a psychic blindness. With all his science and knowledge, in the mystic world he blundered.

You are the poet, you walk inside my dreams.

Life is truly known only to those who suffer, lose, endure adversity and stumble from defeat to defeat.

If you can't create, you destroy.

I have no fear of God, and yet fear keeps me awake at night,fear of the devil. And if I believe in the devil, I must believe in God. And if evil is abhorrent to me, I must be a saint. Henry, save me from beatification, from the horrors of static perfection. Precipitate me into the inferno.