I have a spiritual advisor I call up, when I just feel lost. Lately, I've been talking to God. I developed this dialogue in rehab, this dialogue with God, and every day I talk to God.

When I was a kid, I was afraid of other kids.

I had no blood relatives till I made some.

My parents just neglected me, I wasn't abused or anything.

I know what you wanted to say, Do you think that electrocution rewired your brain to make you the retard that you are? You can say it, lady.

Guilt is a weird thing to me. I don't have a lot of it.

People love to hate. I have a love-hate relationship with the world. The world loves to hate me.