I have been alone since my husband died. I stay in my home. I don't date. It's hard to date when you're at home. Nobody knows you.

I don't understand why God took him and didn't take me.

I want to be the new Marilyn Monroe and find my own Clark Gable.

For some reason, people think I am this terrible person and it really hurts me to hear that. I am just doing the best I know how to.

If I have another child, I doubt I'll get married again. I don't think men particularly want to be with me.

A ghost would crawl up my leg and have sex with me at an apartment a long time ago in Texas. I used to think it was my boyfriend, and one day I woke up and it wasn't. I was freaked out about it, but then I was, like, 'Well, you know what? He's never hurt me and he just gave me some amazing sex, so I have no problem.

I finally feel like I'm becoming somebody. I really think like I can do something. I just know I'm going to be an actress. I want it so bad.