I couldn't make ends meet. I tried Red Lobster. I tried Wal-Mart. I tried all these places and I couldn't make it. I couldn't. So, I tried this gentlemen's club, and, you know, I worked there, and it was just awful in those places. It was terrible.

Living in a small town, I knew everybody and everybody knew me.

I didn't know what Guess jeans were. I just shopped at Wal-Mart and Kmart and stuff like that.

It's very expensive to be me.

Men don't even ask me out. I can't remember the last time I was asked out on a date, and I'm talking years here. I spend my life more and more alone.

I want to be the new Marilyn Monroe.

If I have another child, I doubt I'll get married again. I don't think men particularly want to be with me.