I have been guilty of wrong thinking.

The Lord knows that I could not open scripture; he must by his prophetical office open it unto me. So after that being unsatisfied in the thing, the Lord was pleased to bring this scripture out of the Hebrews.

Therefore, take heed how you proceed against me; for I know that for this you go about to do to me, God will ruin you and your posterity, and this whole state.

If you look upon the rule in Titus it is a rule to me. If you convince me that it is no rule I shall yield.

I desire to know wherefore I am banished?

But after he was pleased to reveal himself to me I did presently, like Abraham, run to Hagar. And after that he did let me see the atheism of my own heart, for which I begged of the Lord that it might not remain in my heart.

I feel that nothing important ever happens that is not revealed to me beforehand.