Your reasoning is excellent, it's only your basic assumptions that are wrong.
I'm in search of myself - have you seen me anywhere?
Sometimes the best way to be useful is to get out of somebody's way.
It's hopeless! Tomorrow there'll be even more books I should have read than there are today.
All I want is a warm bed and a kind word and unlimited power.
For some strange reason, no matter where I go, the place is always called "here".