I should have told her at the time. I could have taken a deep breath, looked away, and forced myself to say it.
Banana Yoshimotoit'll be this kind of deep blueโshe said. โThe kind of color that somehow sucks your eyes and your ears and all your words โthe color of a completely closed-in night
Banana YoshimotoShe was still there inside me now, just as she always was: a life put on hold, a memory I didn't know how to handle.
Banana YoshimotoRecognizing how totally ignorant you are is the only honest way to deal with people who've been through something traumatic.
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