I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs--which shows how screwed up this world really is!

The complete bottom has fallen out of my life.

It's a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.

I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.

I can't believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it's only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.

Why is life so difficult? Why can't we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?

I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.