I think of myself as a human being.

Effort within the mind further limits the mind, because effort implies struggle towards a goal and when you have a goal, a purpose, an end in view, you have placed a limit on the mind.

To develop the creative attitude, analyze and focus on the wanted SOLUTION; seek out and fill your mind with the FACTS; write down ideas, both sensible and seemingly wild; let the facts and ideas simmer in your mind; evaluate, recheck, settle on the creative ideas.

Things live by moving and gain strength as they go.

The most important thing to me is, how, in the process of learning how to use my body, can I come to understand myself ?

From form to formless and from finite to infinite

To be honest to oneself, and that is very hard to do.