You are the effect of your story, that's all.
There is no security for those who seek it outside of themselves.
Until you can see everything in the world as your friend, your work is not done.
The world is nothing but my perception of it. I see only through myself. I hear only through the filter of my story.
When you don't believe something, you can't make yourself believe it. There's nothing you can do to believe it again. You either believe it or you don't.
If you don't like your world, question your thoughts about it.