Can't is the cancer of happening.
I refuse to grow up. I won't become the adult guy.
I'm tired of pretending I'm not special.
I just didn't believe I was like everybody else. I thought I was unique.
I think I have a duty as a recovering guy to help, to make my knowledge of what I went through accessible.
I just don't want to live like I used to. And at some point, I'm going to put a gag order on myself in terms of talking about the past. I've got to slam the door and deal with the present and the future.