Life is filled with small moments that seem prosaic until one has the distance to look back and see the chain of large moments they unleashed.
Chris BohjalianMy grandparents, like many genocide survivors, took most of their stories to their graves.
Chris BohjalianBut it's funny how the memory works and how sometimes we just belive whatever we want.
Chris BohjalianWhen it seems you have nothing at all to live for, death is not especially frightening.
Chris BohjalianNow it is you who everyone presumes is so fragile. Wounded. Scarred. Maybe they're right. Perhaps you are. A nursery rhyme comes into your head, and, like an egg, you allow yourself to topple onto your side, your legs still pulled hard against your torso. You lie like that a long while, watching the chrome shell of the tape measure sparkle until the sun moves.
Chris Bohjalian