However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it.
The fathers, if they got me alone, would try to kiss and fondle me. I hated it.
I enjoyed sex and indulged in it when I fancied the men.
As a little girl I used to daydream about my real father coming on a white horse to rescue me.
I have always been free with my love - it is my nature. I am easily captivated by men and they have always been attracted to me.
Bill Astor knew these papers were missing. Stephen showed his hand in October.