Discretion is the polite word for hypocrisy.
Men, all men, were always trying to get hold of me, you know.
I have always been free with my love - it is my nature. I am easily captivated by men and they have always been attracted to me.
I enjoyed sex and indulged in it when I fancied the men.
I have survived and possibly I should not hope for more than that.
As a little girl I used to daydream about my real father coming on a white horse to rescue me.