What makes earth feel like hell is our expectation that it should feel like heaven.
If you're going to read this, don't bother.
Our purest form of joy comes when people we envy get hurt. That most genuine form of joy.
You have endless ways you can commit suicide without dying dying.
The bad news is we don't have any control. The good news is we can't make any mistakes.
There are only patterns. Patterns on top of patterns, patterns that affect other patterns, patterns hidden by patterns, patterns within patterns.