It makes it hard to get over a certain period of your life when you are constantly revisiting it every night.
Reactive arthritis is something I've been dealing with for nearly a year.
I would stay in bed and get an extra 10 minutes sleep
I start sweating and shaking and having panic attacks if I am not at home.
I've never had a social life, don't ever want one because it's boring.
I'm lucky the arthritis happened at the time that it did because of the record.