Nobody can tell your story the way you can tell your story.
First. get clear on how you want to feel. Then, do stuff that makes you feel that way.
I focus for periods of time on creative work and I'm very insular during those times - not a lot of socializing. I play when I want. That means I can take off on a retreat, catch a matinee, make friends. My core desired feelings are my time management system.
Passion will always move you in the direction of your authentic self.
Start leaving what you want to leave. Your future is waiting.
Launch and learn. Everything is progress.