Deep down? That sounds like settling to me. You shouldn't have to venture deep down in order to get to love.

I should talk to him I know I should talk to him. But I do not talk to him. I watch after him from afar and love him.

You could be the leaf that never falls from the tree you could be the sun that never leaves the sky this might be the happy ending without the ending this might be a reason to try

You have to trust the words. They do not create anything more than themselves.

i have never had anybody talk to me like this. this is not a flirty sixth-grade phone call or bantering with friends or words passed in a note. i feel that if my soul could talk it would talk like this.

I have no more idea now of who I am than I did before. But at least I know that. And I'm starting to figure out who I want to be.

All this hoping for something- or someone- that's maybe hopeless. I'm having a hard time processing what I am supposed to believe, or if I'm even supposed to. There is too much information, and I don't like a lot of it.