this blue shirt i have is practically the same color as my jeans, and looking all-blue is something only cookie monster can pull off.

If you start the day reading the obituaries, you live your day a little differently.

When I am with you, there is nowhere else I'd rather be. And I am a person who always wants to be somewhere else.

There are all these moments you don't think you will survive. And then you survive.

I have no idea how he knows when I need him. We can go weeks without speaking, and then, when my blue moods threaten to turn black, he will show up and tell me my moods are azure indigo cerulean cobalt periwinkle and suddenly the blue will not seem so dark, more like the color of a noon-bright sky. He brings the sun.

I immediately suspected there was much more to it than was being said.

incessant adj. The doubts. You had to save me from my constant doubts. That deep-seeded feeling that I wasn't good enough for anything I was a fake at my job I wasn't your equal my friends would forget me if I moved away for a month. It wasn't as easy as hearing voices nobody was telling me this. It was just something I knew. Everyone else was playing along but I was sure that one day they would all stop.