Even without them touching me, I feel dirty about what I do. Alex does even filthier things but says it all washes off with soap. I don’t believe that. I think it all leaves stains. Indelible stains.

I love you so much when i see you i get butterflies

You'll only find happy endings in books. Some books.

Never say never, dear. You might be surprised at what you can do, should circumstances dictate

I mean, if you're gonna purposely lose your mind, you want to get it back some day. Don't you? Okay, maybe not.

And at some point I would like to talk my publisher into doing an anthology of my poetry alongside some teen readers poetry. It would be fun, and really wonderful to get their stuff out there.

Might as Well Laugh ...remember ...when ...Life ...made ...sense