I am racking my brains to find out why he left without saying goodby to me.

If I had a dog I would not feel so lonely, but I suppose that is asking for too much.

God, I am afraid he won't give me his answer today. If only somebody would help me - it is all so terribly depressing.

When he says he loves me, it only means he loves me at that particular instant. Like his promises, which he never keeps. Why does he torment me like this, when he could finish it off at once?

I have now reached the happy age of 23. No, happy is not quite the right word. At this particular moment I am certainly not happy.

He has so often told me he is madly in love with me, but what does that mean when I haven't had a good word from him in three months?

I am so infinitely happy that he loves me so much, and I pray that it will always be like this. It won't be my fault if he ever stops loving me.