When you're a man you try and be macho.
Instead of using brushes all the time, try a palette knife to paint.
When I came into boxing, I brought it to the next level with adverts and doing pantomime and people just got jealous of me doing that.
But when you actually go in the ring, it's a very lonely and scary place. It's just you and the other guy.
People take the mickey out of mental health, but it is very delicate.
I am just working on staying alive.