From the Far Eastern perspective, 29 is considered a very special age.

Rise above the limited conditions of pleasure and pain, success and failure, happiness and sorrow, that all the countless unenlightened beings in creation are slaves to.

You're an emanation of enlightenment. Enlightenment, which is the universe, has created the hallucination that is you in a form that shifts.

The third stage is no thought.

Most people lead their lives like they drive their cars.

If you are happier than you have ever been, then your power is increasing. But is it a fast a rate of climb as you would like?

If you want to help people, if you care, go to the cities. The city is where the pain is the greatest - and the cities are a hell of a lot of fun if you like art, movies and plays.