You're thinking that you shouldn't have sex because you're celibate. So you just keep thinking about sex instead of enlightenment.

Enlightenment comes through the feminine side of the being.

Those who love and who have a sense of purity live in a very luminous band of awareness.

The integrity of the subtle body is totally important. As the subtle body wears, we get sick. That is why, eventually, the body dies - it's because something happens to the subtle body.

Sex does drain a certain amount of your occult energy. But that really has nothing to do with enlightenment.

Purity is innocence, the innocence of lack of self. Desire is innocent unless it's connected with self.

Love is not reasonable. If we could assign it to the reasonable world, it would not be useful.