Can you move on from something when you're not sure what it is you're moving on from?

All relationships are tough. Just like with music, sometimes you have harmony and other times you have cacophony.

I'm not sure this is a world I belong in anymore. I'm not sure that I want to wake up.

The politeness was painful. I wanted to push through it, to return to the glow of the night of the concert, but I was unsure of how to get back there.

Mia and I had been together for more than two years, and yes, it was a high school romance, but it was still the kind of romance where I thought we were trying to find a way to make it forever, the kind that, had we met five years later and had she not been some cello prodigy and had I not been in a band on the rise - or had our lives not been ripped apart by all this -I was pretty sure it would've been.

Anything can happen in one day.

You know, I thought about that a lot these last couple of years," She says in a choked voice. "About who was there for you. Who held your hand while you grieved for all that you'd lost?