It's not so much wanting to die, but controlling that moment, choosing your own way.
I think what I do is positive, in its own way.
If I wasn't a musician, I would be a serial killer.
Rock 'n' roll has to be destroyed and rebuilt in my name if it's ever gonna accomplish anything.
Everybody picks up on the sensational things, but no one really gets it.
I'm not a performance artist or any of that, I'm not out to please anyone. Just me.