It's not insincere to say you're happy if your determined to make it true and live in that consciousness.
Goswami KriyanandaSee what is worth learning, and what is worth doing. Thus, you gain an understanding of what is vital, and what is not vital. You need to learn what is important and what is not important. You need to understand what will move you upwards and onwards, and what will hinder you from traveling the higher path.
Goswami Kriyananda