Desire is an attempt to feel the void.
If you had one word to describe the root of all this rage, it's humiliation.
Perhaps, a sin that humbles you is better than a good deed that makes you arrogant.
Whatever is for the sake of Allah will go on and continue. Whatever is for other than Allah, it will end and be severed
We are in a waking dream... We see worlds where others scheme.
When paying charity, one should smile and be humble, allowing the hand of the indigent to be above the giver's hand.