I could die in this bed with him right now, wrapped in his arms and I would never know that I had died.

Never thought I’d intentionally sleep on a bathromm floor next to a toilet while sober, but I meant it when I said I would sleep anywhere with her.

She sticks her tongue out at me and crosses her eyes. Not sure why that made me want to do her in the backseat, but to each his own, I guess.

I promise to love you forever in this life and wherever we go in the afterlife, because I know I can't go on in any life unless you're in it too.

I don’t know what I’m doing, or where I’m going, but I do know that I want to do whatever it is and get there soon.

Heart always wins out over the mind. The heart, although reckless and suicidal and a masochist all on its own, always gets its way.

And when someone grows up knowing so little of what real love feels like, whether from family, or friends, or the love of a companion, that person starts to believe that they weren’t meant to be loved, that good things will never happen to them. They start to believe that whenever something good does happen, it’s inevitable that something bad will come along to replace it.