I shattered that memory by going back there. Without realizing it until it was too late, I replaced that memory with the emptiness of that day.
J.A. RedmerskiItโs like irresistible poison: Iโm mesmerized by the way itโs making me feel though it has the potential to crush my soul and I drink it down anyway.
J.A. RedmerskiWhen we pull away, he rests his hand on my thigh pressed next to his and we ride like that for a long time; the only time he moves his hand is to take better control of a sharp curve or to adjust the music, but he always puts it right back. And I always want him to.
J.A. RedmerskiI think it was the one thing I didnโt like about him or about guys in general: when a girl says she doesnโt want to talk about it, the truth is that she usually does. I wanted him to pry it out of me. Of course, I wouldโve pretended to be a little angry that he didnโt just leave me alone, but eventually I wouldโve told him, when I was tired of pretending.
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