One more thing: donโt feel bad for not telling me that you loved me. You didnโt need to say it. I knew all along that you did.
J.A. RedmerskiMaybe you should get rid of me,โ I whisper onto his lips. โNever,โ he says, kissing me once softly. โYouโre mine for as long as you breathe.
J.A. RedmerskiI say that I'm not into you like that, Camryn, because..," he pauses, searching my face, looking at my lips for a moment as if deciding whether or not he should kiss them again, "...because you're not the girl I could only sleep with once.
J.A. RedmerskiI believe thereโs someone out there for everyone,โ he {Isaac} says, โand when you meet that person, sometimes you know right away they are who you were meant to be with. And sometimes, years can go by before you let yourself believe that the feeling youโve had about a person for so long, is actually love. And what a waste that is.
J.A. RedmerskiI don't know myself. I don't know what I want or how I feel or how I should feeland I don't think I ever really have.
J.A. RedmerskiVictor Faust did much more than help me escape a life of abuse and servitude. He changed me. He changed the landscape of my dreams, the dreams I had every day about living ordinarily and free and on my own. He changed the colors on the palette from primary to rainbowโas dark as the colors of that rainbow may be.
J.A. Redmerski